Isaiah 57:15 (48 kb)

 

For the last few weeks I have had a deep cry in my heart which I knew was there, but I have been trying to numb it with life’s busyness and ephemeral pursuits.  I can’t believe the amount of energy, time and effort I can sometimes put in preparing and planning for things that lie ahead in my life and that of my family, and yet, although in Christ I am a new creation and I know where I am going, I do not invest half as much time preparing for such a lofty destiny. 

Last weekend, it had been weeks since I had picked up my bible for longer than 10 minutes at a time; it had been weeks since I had purposefully made time to pray and be in God’s presence; it had been weeks since I had spent some considerable time asking God:  What next?.  I share this with you because in order to be able to follow Christ, one needs to remain real and true to oneself and others, and I will not be the one who sits and writes in judgement of others when there is so much idolatry and unfaithfulness to God in my own life.  I have been doing a lot of that in the past and although at the time I felt called to expose certain things taking place in the Body of Christ, to rebuke and exhort, to cry out loud and to plead to other Christians to open their eyes and see the reality of many in the Body of Christ today which does not reflect, represent or honour Christ, I feel that today is the beginning of a new season; an introspective season where in order to gain more revelation and knowledge as to where I need to be and we need to be as a body, first I need to look within and re-tune certain areas in my own life which I have recently neglected and need to re-focus on and allow God to develop one stage further.

As I stood there in my kitchen pleading forgiveness to God for once again putting His purposes and those things that break His heart in the back burner of my life, I could sense God’s presence and Jesus’ eyes piercing right through mine; I could sense the hurt in a loving God who is not only neglected by those whose stubborness and pride blinds them from the truth, but more worryingly and inexcusably so, by those who know the truth and yet, have allowed for their love for the Lord to grow cold as the here and now takes the front seat of their life.  I am one of those people.  I have recently lost sight of where I am going, of who lifted me up of the wrong path and placed me by grace on the right one; I have fallen trap to the lies of the enemy which fooled me into believing that if I let my guard down for just a few weeks, I would be able to retake my spiritual journey where I left it.  Nothing is further from the truth.  When we falter; when we are weak and fail to maintain our disciplines to pray, abide and meditate on the word of God and carry His presence with us wherever we go, whatever we do, we create a massive wedge which not only is hard to put back together, but which makes room for all sorts of earthly things and pursuits to creep into our life and dissuade us from our calling in Christ set before our time.

Although these were not my exact words as I prayed, the lyrics in the song below pretty much describe the plead that came out of my mouth last weekend as I realised how desperately I really need Jesus in my life.  You see, this is the problem with many Christians today.  We think that just because in our own eyes we are ok with God because we have not committed a major crime or sin, we can by-pass His first and main commandment to love Him with all our heart, all our soul and all our strength, to love Him above all else; we can just do a few good deeds here and there, go to church most Sundays, and attend a few prayer meetings, and in our eyes and in our limited knowledge we convince ourselves that we are being true to Christ.  We keep forgetting He can see right through us; nothing is hidden from Him.  We think that a full, content and blessed life is the result of a life well lived, honouring God every now and then and loving our neighbour occasionally, but these things fall so short of our true calling in Christ.  We may think our full lives in this world are a reflection of the condition of our heart and our right standing with God, but Jesus said that those who wanted to keep their life would lose it and those who lost their life for Him would gain it. 

To live as God calls us to live, being in this world but knowing that we are not of it, we do not belong in it, implies a radical change in the way we do life.  Though we think we are so alive, so accomplished in our personal pursuits, we are so spiritually dead.  When we feel our happiest in the world’s sense of the word, is normally when we are furthest from God, because the God of the Bible, The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit call us to a life of sacrifice where to live is Christ; it is all about Christ, for Christ and in Christ, and to die to self is gain though whilst we are on this earth, dying to self is so painful and hard to achieve, because our fleshly nature and the incessant prods of the enemy have an incredibly strong pull which we can only fight and overcome by the grace of God.

God is a forgiving God, full of mercy and compassion with those whose hearts are genuinely repentant and contrite.  Do not fear to come to Him in utter defeat, in shame, empty, for He will ALWAYS pick you up and restore the pieces of your heart; He will BREATHE his Spirit into your life again; He will fill you with a new breath, a new life and a new revelation of who He is and what is on His heart; He will never leave you nor forsake you.  He IS the God portrayed in the parable of the prodigal son who rejoices when the lost son comes back after some time of being astray and unfaithful.  It is never too late to start again.  In fact, I think we all need to humble ourselves regularly and ask for more of His grace, more of His Spirit, more of His love, not because He ever stopped giving it to us, but because it will keep us real, genuine, authentic, humble, and in the very spot, the only spot in the spiritual realm where He can transform us and grow us into the person He wants us to be; the only place where whatever we do for Him and in His name will be purely and solely for His praise and His glory, and not our own.

 

I had the opportunity to watch from the comfort and privacy of my own living-room the memorial ceremony dedicated to Michael Jackson.  I have to be honest and say that although I was a huge fan from a very young age and posters of the different stages in Michael’s musical career adorned my bedroom for many years back in our holiday home in Spain and have not yet been removed, for the last decade or so I had grown totally uninterested in his life and music and my perception of him has recently been tainted and influenced by the hype the media has created around his failures and alleged offences.  I have to be honest and say that when I heard of the accusations made against him, it did not take long before doubt crept into my head and I had no hesitation in agreeing with the media by passing judgement and harbouring unforgiveness and resentment for his alleged offences.  I am ashamed to admit that yes, although when it comes to our individual lives and those of our loved ones we are all too quick to say: “Innocent until proved guilty”, when it is about someone else, how feeble and weak a man’s integrity can be that we all rush to throw the first stone.  It is not my place to judge what Michael Jackson may or may not have done and this is not the purpose of this post, but I just felt I had to voice out my repentance and ask God’s forgiveness for myself and for all those of us who can so easily throw the weak one to the lions when the tide has turned.  You know, it was not long ago that my husband lost his job due to false accusations, evil tongues and witch hunts cleverly planned to ensure that there would be no possibility of him returning to his old job.   During that period of time, my husband and I were broken-hearted to witness the easiness and cold-bloodedness with which human beings can stab someone in the back to advance their own goals and objectives in life, to make a name for themselves, to erase the competition, to destroy a reputation, to become number one in whatever area of their lives they are seeking to exalt themselves above others.  And yet, in my heart, as I have been reflecting about the life and death of Michael Jackson, I know deep down that I am guilty of exactly the same sin: contributing to taint someone’s name just because the majority of public opinion at the time of the accusations made against him were of the mind that he was already guilty, even if his guilt remains to be proved by undeniable evidence.

Over these last few months I have written innumerable posts about faith and the Christian walk, and this morning I feel utterly convicted to look within and reflect on one of the most key areas of being a true Christian, loving our neighbours as ourselves.  Jesus said:  He who has no sin, let him throw the first stone.  How can we be so hypocritical and blind that we are consumed by the fleshly desire to destroy anything that stands out over us, anyone whose light shines brighter than us, anyone who does their job better than us, anyone who loves better than us, anyone who has achieved so much more than us? Yes, Michael Jackson had his shortcomings as a human being and no doubt there would have been many things he was ashamed of in his life, but who can say that is not the case for each and everyone of us?

I would like to share with you one of the highlights for me of yesterday’s memorial, and believe me when I tell you, if you have not seen it, that there were many.  It is the performance of Michael Jackson’s song “Gone too soon” by Usher.  There is a certain prophetic quality about the content of this song as in a way, it pretty much describes Michael’s own journey and its end.  It is a beautiful song and it is a stark reminder of the precious quality of our life here on earth, a life that is just but a breath, here now and gone tomorrow.  How are you spending these fleeting moments called life?  Are you living them for the here and now or with the daily reminder that today is here and is gone tomorrow.  There may not even be a tomorrow.  Which one would you rather have, if given the choice?  A long life during which you plod along without having much of an impact on those around you; you are merely getting by day by day sustaining yourself and your family and loved ones or would you rather live a life which you know will be short but full of the extraordinary, the one-off opportunities, the chances to do something lasting for humanity, the opportunity to become a bright shining light in this dark, corrupted old world, if only for one brief moment and at the very real risk of becoming the target of hatred, persecution and slander?  It is not just Michael who has gone too soon.  That will be true sooner than we realise for all of us.  What are we doing with the gifts and resources we have been blessed with? Are we hiding it all under the stones for a rainy day or are we investing them wisely to produce a harvest which will last for eternity?  If anyone reading this has been feeling called to do something radical and meaningful to help someone else, to improve another person’s quality of life or to show love to someone who has none, do not wait until tomorrow to do it.  Do it right now for that moment will soon be gone and a wonderful opportunity to make this world a better place will be lost forever.

“Gone Too Soon”

Like A Comet
Blazing ‘Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

 

 

This weekend my husband and I are celebrating our 40th birthday and I have spent some time planning our party. One of the joys of planning your own party is that you can choose the music that will be played. For some of the party, we will have a live band playing, but after that, we will take it up one or two gears and really celebrate with all our friends.

I am so grateful to God for the opportunity to celebrate such an occasion with our loved ones, specially after the pain and turmoil of these last few months. Sometimes as Christians we can become so over-focused on the spiritual weight of our trials that we lose the joy of having Christ in our lives. Yes, when Jesus said follow me, he also asked us to pick up our cross and go where he leads us to, but in that there is also room for joy and celebration. It is good to be thankful and acknowledge the countless blessings that many of us enjoy. I don’t want to be the kind of Christian that only keeps Jesus on the driving seat of my life when I am facing a crisis and I have nowhere else to go. I want Jesus to be with me through the bad times and the good, and he will surely be with me and my husband as we party this weekend.

I just wanted to share with you a song which I have included in the dance play-list I have put together for the party. The 4th of July will be a celebration day for many people for different reasons, so if you are celebrating this coming weekend and you are finding it hard to get in the mood because of the current economic tension, listen to this song and as you dance to it, shake off all the anxiety and worry of these last few months.

I look forward to a good party and I pray to our Heavenly Father that as I celebrate, I do not let go of the knowledge that the joy of the Lord is my strength, through the bad times and the good ones too. Apart from Him, I can do nothing worth shouting about.

Enjoy!

 

For those leading and those being led, love is all that was ever asked of us.

For those leading and those being led, love is all that was ever asked of us.

 

 

I was just reading a passage in the book of Acts which is full of revelation for the days we are living in, where even in church circles it is difficult to tell what is truth, what and who is genuine and what and who is fake.  The following passage describes how the Apostles were persecuted as a direct result of the jealousy felt by the religious leaders of the time, whose power and control was threatened by the apostles’ ability to do miracles, their boldness in preaching and the undeniable presence of God in their lives.  As Peter and the other apostles are being questioned by the Sanhedrin about the instruction they were given not to teach the people in Jesus’ name, this is what they reply:

We must obey God rather than men!  The God of our fathers raised Jesus from the dead – whom you have killed by hanging him on a tree.  God exalted him to his own right hand as Prince and Saviour that he might give repentance and forgiveness of sins to Israel.  We are witnesses of these things, and so is the Holy Spirit, whom God has given to those who obey him.”

The passage goes on:

When they heard this, they were furious and wanted to put them to death.  But a Pharisee named Gamaliel, a teacher of the law, who was honoured by all the people, stood up in the Sanhedrin and ordered that the men be put outside for a little while.  Then he addressed them: “Men of Israel, consider carefully what you intend to do to these men.  Some time ago Theudas appeared, claiming to be somebody, and about four hundred men rallied to him.  He was killed, all his followers dispersed, and it all came to nothing.  After him,  Judas the Galilean appeared in the days of the census and led a band of people in revolt.  He too was killed and all his followers were scattered.  Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone!  For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail.  But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God.

Acts 5, 29-42

Praise God for his infinite wisdom and counsel, for the richness of his word, the hidden treasures which appear to us through scripture when we seek God in spirit and in truth.

I am tired of churches which all they talk about is Leadership, growth, revival, strategies, vision, empowering, structure, ministry teams, etc.

I am tired of hearing church leadership quote Proverbs 29:18 – “For lack of vision, the people perish” or “Where there is no revelation, the people cast off restraint”, and conveniently forget the second half of this verse, taking it then out of context and transforming its meaning to suit their own and not God’s purposes.  The second half of that verse goes like this: “But blessed is he who keeps the law!.  The word vision here has nothing at all to do with a church’s vision statement, a definite and well designed structure, a cleverly put together program to attract newcomers or a “mantra” with which congregations need to be bashed with Sunday in, Sunday out until they either come on board the plans of those in power or they get rejected and excluded from the local body to such an extent that their potential to be fully operative as a member in the whole is completely annihilated and they become a mere spectator or they are deeply hurt and walk away to join a different church, or worse still, to join the enemy’s troops.  For lack of vision or revelation (words from God, discernment of God’s will for an individual, people or church), the people perish, but blessed is he WHO KEEPS THE LAW.  In other words, when people operate in their own strength, following their own desires; when there is no knowledge of God and of his laws and precepts, people go astray and eventually perish.  BUT, if we know God’s ways and follow His commandment, we will be blessed.  It is very simple and I will repeat it again and again: The Law and the commandments are all summed up in Jesus’ words when he said: Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength and love your neighbour as yourself” Mark 12, 29-31.   How from Proverbs 29:28  one can deduct that the word of God is guiding us to establish systems in place which only serve to empower a few enlightened ones and systematically exclude others?  I just don’t know.  Why do different churches have different vision statements?  What is all that about?  Why do pastors need to keep banging on about the need for vision and goals and objectives when in reality we have ALL been called to simply love our God above all else and our neighbour as ourselves?  Actually, there is nothing simple about that, and perhaps because that commandment is the hardest one to keep, we come up with church visions and statements of our own making.  Much easier to be focused on blowing our own trumpet and increasing congregations than on loving unconditionally and being forgiving and non-judgemental to the ones we already have in our midst.

You know, there is so much weight and depth of message in Gamaliel’s words to the Sanhedrin, it is scary how easily and quickly we can miss the most obvious truth.  But the proof is in the pudding, as they say.  The only leadership a church needs is that of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the moment any leader takes His place, that lampstand is automatically removed and that church is like a vessel of old which is solely relying on one or a few men’ and women’s whim, ignoring in which direction the wind is blowing, ignoring the power of the water and its current,  ignoring the breath of the Spirit and the cleansing power of the word of God: the very two things a church needs to be fully operating in the will of God.

Numbers in our church have dropped fairly substantially lately.  I attended the service yesterday and yes I could see that the majority of seats were empty and I remembered the days of old when there was a real vibrancy about the place, a real sense of direction and purpose, a definite vision for the future of that church.  But as I stood there all on my own with no one either side of me, there was such a strong sense of God’s presence all around me.  There was a purity and a ”masks off”  aura about the place.  No big performances, no great visual displays, no loud clapping or cheering, but a few handfuls of God’s people scattered all around the room, humbled by the sheer lack of direction and of “being in the know” of what is actually going to take place or occur for those two precious couple of hours which gives amazing confidence to a fair few but completely cripples the rest to live out fully what God has set for them to do.

As I came back home, I shared with my husband how I really felt I had witnessed a vulnerability and transparency during the service which I had not seen for a long, long time and it was so liberating, so genuine, so encouraging.  One could not put a finger on what caused the atmosphere to be so, but as I pondered some more about it, I realised that it is only when we come to the Lord empty, with nothing, no agendas, no “I know best” arrogant attitudes; it is only then that our hearts are ready to receive the wonderful blessings that He longs to pour on us.  There have been many rumours and gossip as to what are the reasons for the numbers of attendance suddenly dropping: is it the fact that people have got a preferred speaker or teacher they like to listen to?  Is it the fact that it’s summer and people have got more commitments on summer weekends than during the rest of the year?  Is it the nicer weather that re-arranges people’s priorities? Is it the fact that the majority were so hooked on the previous leader and so dependant on their need to be led that they will not bother setting foot on the church until the new “leader” arrives?  That’s funny!  I always thought that Jesus was the lamp onto our feet!  Please note that when I talk about church, I am not only referring to the meeting on Sunday but to all the other things which take place aswell.

As I read the above passage this morning, I realised that the reason the numbers are down in our church is as a result of all the factors suggested above, but it is also a clear illustration of the trail that our church leadership is leaving behind.  With our last pastor, the leadership in our church was well defined and in full swing.  Operative limits were clearly drawn and those recognised as having a specific gift and/or skill were considered to have the authority to operate in such gifting for the benefit of the church, and not the individuals that are part of it.  A year ago now, our pastor resigned and I believe that with him, also went His vision; the plans, structures and ministries started to wobble and disintegrate soon after his departure, although we tried to put on a brave face for a while, and as a direct consequence, attendance levels have been directly hit.  Now, if the vision our church had then had lined up with God’s will, as Gamaliel wisely points out, it would have stood the test of transition from one pastor to the next, but clearly the people were following a leader and His vision, and not the Lord of Lords and King of Kings, for if they had been, and using Gamaliel’s words again, it would not all have come to nothing and the people would not have been scattered, and please note that I include myself in that group of people who chose men and women and not Jesus Christ to become the lamp onto our feet.

It is not the men and women who consider themselves church leadership that I have a problem with for for the vast part, they are acting in good faith.  My frustration lies with the church as an establishment which puts men at its core, and not Jesus Christ.  However, it would be extremely easy to just blame the church and not its members, you and me, for failing God and ourselves by putting men and women on the throne instead of its only righteous owner.  If a church collapses when members of its “leadership” move on or cease to be so, it is simply because the foundation that supports its vision is not in a Holy God, but a mere mortal.  It was not the lead of the Holy Spirit that propelled us to persevere and endure for the joy set before us, but the lead of a man with passion, zeal and goals and objectives of his own.  Had God been at the core of it, the vision, passion and zeal would surely prevail when the leader moves on, but if the man at the top takes those things with him once he leaves, this can only indicate we were going to the wrong source for our food and water, our daily bread.  Had we been rooted in the only source that can provide such wonderful things, the foundations of what makes up a church could not have been shaken up and disturbed to such an extent that its members not only opt out until the speaker of their preference makes an appearance, but also start to turn on each other looking for someone to blame for the total chaos and confusion that is created when our hope, source of guidance and direction have been fatally misplaced.

HOW MANY OF US NEED REMINDING THIS DAY, EVERYDAY AND EVERY BREATH?

 

 

Before the throne of God above
I have a strong, a perfect plea
A great high Priest whose Name is Love
Who ever lives and pleads for me


My name is graven on His hands
My name is written on His heart
I know that while in heaven He stands
No tongue can bid me there depart
No tongue can
bid me there depart


When Satan tempts me to despair
And tells me of the guilt within
Upward I look and see Him there
Who made an end to all my sin


Because the sinless Saviour died
My sinful soul is counted free
For God the just is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me
To look on Him and pardon me


Behold Him there the risen Lamb
My perfect spotless righteousness
The great unchangeable I AM
The King of glory and of grace

 

One with Himself I cannot die
My soul is purchased by His blood
My life is hid with Christ on high
With Christ my Saviour and my God!
With Christ my Saviour and my God
!

 

I believe judgement in the house of the Lord has begun.  I am seeing ministries burnt into ashes.  I am seeing respected Christian people lose their livelihood.  I am seeing jobs being lost and reputations destroyed effortlessly.  I am seeing God’s mighty warriors falling like dead flies all around me.  I see people of God tested to their very limits, put under unbearable strain and ready to quit the race.  I see the love of His warriors on the front lines growing cold.  I see the fire of the enemy intensifying as he sees his end approaching.  I see church leadership too set in its own ways to see and recognise the signs of a gigantic wave of the Holy Spirit fast approaching and challenging the security and lukewarmness of His people.  I see many crash-landings and countless victims.  I see castles built on sand going up in billows of smoke from night to day.  I see countless churches which continue to vociferate their triumphs, spiritual riches and achievements; which continue to feed their own frenzied hype and seek to further their own little kingdoms despite the fact that their lampstands have long been removed and  they are operating on their own power and strength, or lack of it, as the case may be.

I hear the desperate calls from the remnant of God raising their voices up to Heaven as their warnings go unheard or ignored here on earth.  I hear the trumpet’s blast echoeing in the quiet of His beloved’s prayers all over the world.  I hear the King of Glory interceding for His bride as their longtime coming encounter fast approaches.  I hear the cry of the sick intensifying as the healthy go about their daily business and busyness.  I hear the pain and hurt of countless souls abandoning the traditional church because its format, dysfunctional and obsolete structure constrains the unfathomable power of the Holy Spirit to reach to the ends of the earth, way beyond man made religion; its structure suffocates the freedom with which the Spirit of God seeks to work in us and through us.  I see the dam that contains the water of the Holy Spirit finally burst at its seams and flood the land until every single soul on this planet has witnessed the infinite power of God, particularly those who in His name sought to control and determine where, when and how the Holy Spirit of God is to touch people’s lives and bring salvation upon His people. 

I see thousands of nameless and faceless people, invisible souls who wander the earth unheard and unnoticed, ignored and rejected, taken for granted and taken advantage of, fully aware of their plight for whom dying to self is gain and living is Christ.   I see a Saviour who will come and establish justice for once and for all, who will heal all wounds and hurts, who will restore and give to each in the measure with which they gave.  I see a remnant who are true servants of the Lord Jesus Christ and not servants to a ministry, pastor, leader or church; a remnant who has kept its eyes on the one true King of Kings and Lord of Lords; a remnant whose perseverance and endurance has been built up upon the daily love and nurture of a sacred relationship with their God and Maker, the daily practice and discipline of humility which dictates that in order to be worthy of even touching the hem of His garment on that glorious day, one has to become the servant of ALL, one has to pick up their cross and carry it.

 

Being a follower of Christ is a High and Holy calling indeed.  May we seek the Holy Spirit with enough diligence, discipline, zeal and perseverance to guide us, encourage us and lead us into the path of the righteous ones who are already marching  with unwavering faith towards a Holy God, a Holy promise, a Holy calling.

 

Where do you hide?
Where do you go?
Why are you running from me?
And why do you fear when you know I am near to Thee?
Someone come
Someone come
Someone come fill the divide
Fill the divide

Colorless life, not even grey
Oceans apart and miles and miles away
O, being deceived and deceiving the same
Jesus come
Jesus come
Jesus come fill the divide
Who will save me from this death?
Who will save me from this death?
Who will save me from this death?
Who will raise me from the dead?
Who will save me, who will save?
Jesus won
Jesus won
Jesus won, filled the divide
Jesus won
Jesus won
Jesus won, filled the divide
All glory
All honor be
To the God that filled the divide

 

 

This is without question one of the most beautiful, inspiring and heart-wrenching faith songs I have ever heard and is one through which I feel Jesus’ heartbeat every time I listen to it.  I have labelled it a faith song as opposed to a worship song, and the reason for that is that I believe that sadly, man’s greed and self-centredness have invaded even the worship music circles.  I have attended Christian gatherings where worship music was played in front of hundreds and thousands of people, and for the vast majority, it was just another concert, another opportunity to be entertained and lifted instead of a chance to humble ourselves before our Heavenly Father and seek Him with all we’ve got.   I think of all the instances in the Bible when we hear about those who experienced the presence of God, and I don’t recall any account of feelings of hysteria, an extraordinary sense of well-being or massive adrenaline rushes which made people scream, shout out and get carried away with the music.  Yes, there is a time and a place for that when we come into God’s presence, but for the most part, the people of the Bible speak of complete awe, shamefulness before a Holy God, feelings of repentance, inadequacy, being humbled to the core, inability to lift up their eyes as they are blinded by God’s holiness.  It doesn’t sound like much of what one witnesses in churches and Christian mass gatherings these days, does it?  Worship music and Christian literature have become so commercialised, they have become such a vast industry that one wonders who is at the center of it all.  Is it Jesus Christ or is it man’s popularity, ”out of the ordinary experience” junkies,  money, or all three?

I am not being despondent, argumentative or negative about Christians and today’s Church to cause a reaction or to provoke anybody.  I write all of this because I feel compelled to denounce the lack of authenticity that is rampant in Christian circles today.  I am so hard on the church in general because I view the church and other Christians by the same standards I see and assess myself, my own heart, my journey.  I am hard on the church as I am hard on my own children when I see them doing something they shouldn’t.  My cry stems out of love and not condemnation. I don’t expect anyone to agree, but something in me drives me to write all this in the hope of averting falsehood and deception for anyone who is on this path of seeking after an extraordinary experience, not knowing or even caring whether it is a genuine one or not.  Trust your heart, listen to the Holy Spirit, do not follow the masses, not even the Christian masses.  History has proved many times that the assumption that something is pure and genuine just because it is supported and practised by many, the “trusted” many, can be a trap set by the enemy, the fallen angel that disguises itself as an angel of light and of supernatural revelation.

I love that song  above because I think it describes the relationship between man and God accurately.  Even the most cynical of us would admit that there is something in our make up that yearns to establish a connection between ourselves and a higher being, a bigger reality; something that can connect us with the awesomeness, diversity, beauty and harmony that we experience on this earth and that we know abounds in the whole universe.  There is an undeniable need inside us for that connection; it is like a cry of old that we sense in our veins from before we were even born.  It is like our life did not begin at birth, but birth is just another stage in a journey that commenced long ago.  Our Spirit is linked with a higher being but we have no evidence of such, simply an indescribable longing to be loved, appreciated and nurtured by the awesome Creator who put the heavens and the stars in place. We are fully aware of our vulnerability and insignificance when we look at the bigger picture, and yet our hearts of stone and the determination to rule ourselves, lead us to lives of spiritual emptiness, to lives that live for the here and now, because they cannot see beyond their death. 

Many search all their lives for that bond between the ‘here and now’ and the beyond to materialise, and their impatience and desperation leads them to seek to fill that gap, that divide with material things, life’s pleasures, idol worship, self-centredness.  The list is endless.  They refuse to acknowledge that the divide their spirit craves to have filled, has already been filled in the person of Jesus Christ, who died for all our sins and in doing so brought us back into direct relationship with the Father. 

Others however, can clearly see the only One who can fill that divide between themselves and that Higher Reality.  They go all guns blazing in pursuit of what for them is as real and tangible as the water they drink and the food they eat.  In their zeal and eagerness to get there, they fall into the awful claws of spiritual pride and they by-pass the One they were looking for, in search for that amazing experience, not realising He is right there, right now, in all the little things, not just in the thunder and the lightning.  All God asked of them was to love Him above all else and to love their neighbour as themselves, but they missed it and were blinded by the awesomeness of God’s touch in their lives.

Men and women in both ends of this spectrum are at the risk of spiritual death.  For the former, their lives are colourless, not even grey as the song says.  Their hearts are crying out:  Who will save me from this death, this purposeless life which is leading nowhere?  And though they suspect or even know that  the answer is not in the drugs, the drink, sex, money or fame, they are too weak and/or deceived to lift up their eyes beyond the claws of their addiction, the idol to which they bow and are slaves to.  For the latter, the power of the revelation they have experienced, the inexplicable joy of the mystery of grace which grants us the unmerited favour of being forgiven and loved unconditionally through no achievement of our own, is too much to take in, and before they know it, they have let such wonderful knowledge go to their heads; they become proud and the love for their God first and foremost, and the love for their neighbour are sacrificed, as their only goal becomes to make it known to others that they are the chosen ones, the gifted ones, the ones with authority to bind and destroy as they please.  Their sole pursuit becomes to be recognised as “The Sent Ones” by God to touch the lives of others.  Pride blinds them and the fruits of the Spirit which are clearly the mark of those who are truly born again of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control, all these are replaced by arrogance, falsehood, selfishness, a spirit of control and manipulation and the determination to distance themselves and cut loose from anything or anyone who will threaten their place of glory or supremacy in the circles they move in.  It was pride too who cast Lucifer out from heaven into hell and it is pride too which will reveal all these souls to have been spiritually dead all along, although they cannot see it.

By God’s grace, I once was lost, but now I am found.  By God’s grace, I have been awoken and rescued, for I too was once prey to both these types of spiritual death.   But I now know that IT IS FOR FREEDOM THAT JESUS CHRIST HAS SET US FREE!!

All glory, all honour be, to the God that filled that divide.  Amen.

If you have been following my blog, you will know that I have a passion for writing, specially writing about matters of Christian faith, but the message I have inserted below is far too important in the days we are living to be missed, so rather than attempt to give my own understanding of what this person has written, I am giving you the original to which in my view, not one word should be added or taken away.  If this piece speaks into your heart and spirit as much as it has done me, please get in touch.
 
The Pyramid versus God Living Through His Gifts (PART 1)
By John Fenn

This is a comparison between what we see in much of the church world and what scripture says the church should look like. Part one (this article) is an examination of the symptoms of the traditional system, part two is a study of what scripture presents as church structure. Part three is a study of traits in apostolic leadership.

For many, it comes as a surprise to discover that what we see as ‘church’ is not the way scripture presents the way ‘church’ was done from the start, and in fact, is not the way church is done in many parts of the world today.

Americans have a way of thinking they alone are the body of Christ, not realizing that American Christians are only a small part of the body, and elsewhere in the world, church structure doesn’t resemble the traditional Euro-American structure, but rather the model presented in the New Testament.

Keep in mind that the Lord works through whatever structure he can, and I have nothing against the traditional structure. He moves in mighty ways through this structure, yet as good as that can be, it isn’t the way the New Testament presents church.

Most sources say today’s structure was the product of Constantine, who, in about 329AD began renovating pagan temples (which were in an auditorium style) into ’churches’ so the people could stop meeting in homes and come together in a central building. The final piece of the current structure came in 495AD when the bishops got together to create hired ‘holy men’ who would themselves study scripture and tell the people what it meant. The combination of meeting in large pagan style auditoriums while pulling the Word away from the people into the hands of hired holy men, is the basis for today’s ‘pyramid’ structure.

The ‘pyramid’ that I refer to is the traditional structure that began in 495AD that has 1 person at the top, the pastor, unto whom all submit. He (or she) is the speaker, director, and font of God’s wisdom for a congregation. The symptoms listed below vary only by degree and frequency determined by the size of the church or ministry. Being a man made device, I’ve seen these traits in churches of 25 people and mega churches, it’s the structure that is inherently flawed, therefore these elements are common no matter the size.

Symptoms and issues inherent within the pyramid design

The steepness to the sides of the pyramid are determined by the strong will and drive of the head person. Whether the pyramid is very steep or relatively shallow, the same principles apply: To move up in the pyramid one must sacrifice part of himself and his identity to ‘the vision’ or ‘the man’ or ‘the call’.

Draw a triangle, a pyramid, and place your pen along the base on the inside of the structure. As you ascend straight up, you eventually run into a side wall running at an angle to the very top. In the church world, if you want to make your way towards the top, you must change direction once you hit the side wall…you must change from moving only vertical to moving sideways while moving up, and herein lies the compromise; moving sideways is usually political. This is where you give up part of yourself. The reward for this compromise is that you get to stay within the pyramid, making a name and territory for yourself. For many within this system, everything else from this point on is done either to maintain position, or continue to move up by manipulating the system and person at the top to get your way.

Because the person at the top of the pyramid wants to stay at the top and keep the organization moving, he must control each person within the pyramid. Therefore people below are not truly empowered to flow within their own gifts (they’ve chosen to give them up, though they still yearn for recognition and value), which sets up many conflicts within a church employee or volunteer.

By giving a person a title, but little authority, it becomes possible for the leadership at the top to demand results without having to make the resources available to the employee. They are urged to ‘believe God’ for basic supplies and resources in order to fulfill the demands of the mandate coming down from above.

The person who receives this ‘un-funded mandate’ is caught in a very uncomfortable position; they must produce or be called to task, but they cannot speak candidly to their superiors without being labeled disloyal or as having an attitude.

It allows the person and system to pull whatever strings are needed to keep the people in line. It makes for murmuring within the ranks, and leadership will chide them for attitude problems, blinded to the fact that they are themselves, the problem.

Remember that with the exception of the lowest people within the church, who haven’t moved up and therefore haven’t had to make the choice of giving up a part of themselves, the pastor oversees people jostling for their own territory and position. Again, they do this because they’ve given up part of themselves and their own gifts for the good of the church and ‘God’, and in some cases no longer know what their own gifts and calling are, or if they even have any.

Within the organization a conflict arises between those who aren’t on their way to the top and therefore haven’t become politicized, and those moving to the top. The ‘lower’ ones see the politics and hate it, yet they derive their living from the organization. They stay because they are working for God, not man, and they must ‘hunker down’ for the duration, keeping their eyes peeled for the day God would open up something else.

The Culture of Fear

The view of people at the top becomes one of ’either you’re for us or against us’, a matter of loyalty, manifested through church attendance, speaking the party line, and being a ’yes’ man. Therefore, appearance means everything. Employees and volunteers begin attending services to be seen, to let it be known that they ‘were on the job’, rather than to receive from God.

This in turn sets up an atmosphere of fear and intimidation when the head man is near. Everyone is afraid that something isn’t ‘just right’ because they know they will be called on the carpet for it. I know a person who was on the pastoral staff of one such organization who was pulled aside on two separate occasions within 6 months of each other by church members wanting to know why there was such fear in the staff members when the pastor came near. The stronger the pyramid structure the more fear and heavy handedness from the top, and again, the size of the structure doesn’t matter, the symptoms are the same.

It also means employees and volunteers can’t go down front at an altar call for fear that they may be seen as needy, or weak. Appearance is everything and to have an employee receive prayer would indicate something is wrong with the church or system.

Anytime an employee or volunteer seeks to address real issues they may be branded as ’not being on board’ or having an attitude. The person becomes frustrated because no one in a position of authority will talk straight about the needs of the organization or department, they only spiritualize true issues, leaving the person with no where to turn.

This sets up the leader to be ‘Teflon’, meaning nothing sticks to him or her. They have their associate(s) who plays the heavy and puts the proper spin on the latest problem. The spin ignores the true issues and everyone can see through it, but everyone knows the head man cannot be guilty of sin or politics, so nothing sticks to him. When decisions are made that may be controversial it’s done in a group setting so ‘they’ can be said to have made the decision, not the main man. But when something positive happens it came directly from God to the leader.

This sets up the structure that makes all meetings of leadership nothing more than a rubber stamp on what the leaders wants. There is no true discussion of the issues, only praise reports and minor decisions to be made as a group. The real issues are made with the pastor or leader and 1 or 2 others, the top administrators being kept in the dark on purpose by the leader.

Anyone in a meeting that seeks to speak his or her own opinion is questioned later and confronted by leadership. They want to know why they didn’t say the same thing as everyone else. Again, they must give up part of their own identity to stay within the pyramid.

This gives rise to meetings that are nothing more than an opportunity for the insecure and territorial people to tell everyone about what their department is doing, or how great their efforts are, all seeking their moment in the sun, making sure the head man is aware of, and demonstrates appreciation for their efforts. Like puppies at the dog pound all seeking a pat on the head, so are many meetings within these pyramid structures.

When someone is bold enough to bring up an issue between himself and someone else on staff, they are immediately told they are the ones with the problem. During one such meeting the leader told everyone to speak freely about issues so they could work them out. Immediately one employee did so, bringing up many legitimate issues within his department. Within 48 hours this man was fired, accused of having an attitude and not being ‘on board’ with the ministry. The words may say ‘open up’, but the real attitude is ‘be quiet’ and speak the party line; “everything’s fine, we’re at peace and excited about what God is doing”.

This corrupts any effort to make lasting relationships because no one can be ‘real’. One day I received a phone call from a man within a ministry who said he was surrounded by people but ‘very lonely‘. He sought out a relationship with me in part he said, because he thought I would be ‘safe’, and keep confidence. He couldn’t discuss real issues in his department with anyone around him, and above all he couldn’t discuss personal issues lest he be labeled as weak or having an attitude.

It also means that if someone is on staff, either paid or volunteer, and then leaves, they are immediately under suspicion. People wonder ‘what really happened’, and leadership is worried about what tales might be told by this person.

This type of organization must, by it’s very nature, be micromanaged from the top. The head man will have final word on everything because appearance is all important and the system has not empowered anyone but him, therefore only he can make ‘important’ decisions. Again, it’s a product of the structure, and it doesn’t matter the size of the church or ministry.

The result? A lower level employee or volunteer has umpteen bosses, each telling him or her what to do…the last instruction stays in place until another micromanager comes along to redirect the hapless employee. That is why they are afraid whenever the head man comes near, because they know that he will change the orders of their immediate superior, placing them between their boss and the head man.

Another of the symptoms is high turnover. When you see a ministry with high turnover, you have a steep sided pyramid. An amazing contrast can be seen when one looks at the Billy Graham organization with many, many employees who have been with the ministry multiple decades versus many churches that have an annual ritual of ‘out with the old in with the new’.

As a person is faced with the choice of giving up his or her own identity to move up within an organization a funny thing happens: Some people choose to move outside the pyramid and/or find other employment or start attending another church.

Of course some within the pyramid look down upon those who move out for better pay or advancement, and they can ostracize those who leave, feeling like they can’t socialize with ’the defector’. One lady approached me because she worked with a woman who had left her church and the pastor, from the pulpit, had told people not to associate with her because she had left the church. The woman who approached me was afraid and confused because she worked with the woman that left and didn’t know how to act. I told her to ignore her pastor, when she’s at work they’re paying her to work with this woman.

How sad that pastors, in an effort to maintain control, resort to demonizing those who leave their church. Sometimes it’s open, other times pastors make remarks without naming names, but in such a way everyone knows who he or she is talking about. This is evil. Again, it’s a symptom of the pyramid structure and the need to maintain control over people.

Here is a basic truth: A pyramid structure is populated largely by maintainers rather than creative people.

Those with drive, creativity, an entrepreneurial spirit, an ‘apostolic’ call, or perhaps integrity, move out to continue in their walk with God. They cannot abide within the pyramid any longer because they are unwilling to give up that part of themselves that is most basic to their life, their call and higher purpose in life.

That leaves the mediocre and the maintainers within the pyramid, thus weakening the structure as a whole. Eventually an organization can become so thin it has difficulty maintaining itself because the creative spirit has moved on.

I can look over many organizations and see how the Lord has moved people with a higher call and purpose out of these ministries, but then I wonder what could have been, had the leaders been empowered to move into their call with the resources of the whole ministry to help. But that would have meant flattening out the pyramid, which can’t happen of course, because it’s ruled by fear and therefore stinginess and would mean empowering people in their gifts.

Because everything is directed to the top man or woman and they feel pressure to keep moving on, they must continually put new projects before the people to demonstrate ’God is blessing’ the ministry. If this is pushed too much the people tire of always having some project to fund, yet pyramids don’t often stop to just maintain a program.

I have seen churches of all sizes begin programs with great enthusiasm, yet later, when the excitement wears away and participation drops, they feel they must continue the program lest it be seen as a defeat. The result is churches having drives to underwrite something the Lord probably intended to be a short lived program and had removed his anointing from it long ago.

One smaller church I know began a bus ministry with one bus and great enthusiasm and involvement, but after a time the volunteers running the program became weary and resigned their positions. Immediately a call went out to the church for new people to fill in, and with limited success, the program continued, though at a much smaller scale. The pastor didn’t want to discontinue the program, though the financial partnership within the church had dried up, because the church identified itself with the program. Thus, to discontinue the bus ministry was to suffer a huge ’defeat’ for the church (and pastor).

If this pattern occurs over many years, the church or ministry becomes very thin, supported by maintainers (the ones with drive that initiated the program having moved on) and always scrambling for funds.

As a result, heavy Malachi 3 and tithing pressure is applied to the congregation. The ministry will sometimes share with the congregation that things are tight, but often no mention of a cash crunch is made, just the sudden push for the whole congregation to become tithers.

This often has a backlash in the long run because people realize they are constantly giving and giving yet they don’t get anything in return. Most members can cite people and situations in which good tithers, in a moment of personal crisis, sought a financial gift from the church but got nothing. In the long run, people will leave the church because of hearing the same broken record over and over. When I asked one leader about this pattern I was told: “If the people would do what they’re supposed to do, they wouldn’t hear the broken record.” I countered, asking “…if you kept hearing the same thing from the people over and over as they leave the church, shouldn’t the leaders look to themselves to see what the causes and true issues were to this pattern?” At that point I was accused of having an attitude.

Competition

Yet another symptom, and one of the biggest, is that of competition. This is very obvious to the man on the street, Christian and non-Christian alike, yet uniformly denied within the church. Because the traditional structure is based on the person at the top and his or her vision, it becomes a ‘kingdom’ within itself, competing with other ‘kingdoms’. It we were to make several pyramids out of cardboard and put them on the floor, we would find that their bases can touch one another, but that is all. Their sides and tops can never touch because of the way they’re built. By their design, pyramids are solitary objects.

All over town and in the papers and TV we see various pyramids letting everyone know their unique program, new pastor, special event, witty quote on the billboard out front, or other quality that sets themselves above other pyramids in town.

They advertise ‘come worship with us’; ‘come see our Easter program’ and the like in an effort to draw people in to what they are doing. It is competition with each other under the guise of doing it for God in many cases.

The ramifications among the pastors are obvious. Jealousy, back stabbing, refusal to fellowship, accusations of sheep stealing, and much more. Ministerial alliance meetings and organizations are filled with pastors in great conflict. They know they must love the pastor of the church across town, but inwardly they are jealous. Others retreat to their pet doctrine and refuse to fellowship.

Because the leaders in a pyramid are territorial, so will those under them be territorial. The fear and insecurity at the top is huge. Decisions are made out of fear, trying to protect what they have and making sure others don’t take away what they’ve gained. All this is done in the name of ethics. These leaders struggle with new churches starting in town because they feel someone has moved in on the territory God has given them. They know it isn’t right, but they are competitive to the point that a new church in town started by a former associate or church member, sets up tremendous conflict within them. On the one hand the city needs more churches, but on the other they feel it’s not ethical to start one if you used to attend or were on staff.

According to Ralph Neighbour Jr., noted author and speaker about cell churches, a poll was taken of his city of Houston, Texas. They discovered that 88.5 % of the people do not go to church. That means that only 11.5 % of a population of 4 1/2 million people, roughly 500,000 people, go to church. The pyramid structure has miserably failed the city of Houston.

You can figure this percentage for your own city. Let’s look at Tulsa, a city with nearly 400,000 people and about 500,000 in the metro area. There are a about 3 mega churches, averaging about 6,000 each on a good Sunday. Add in smaller mega churches, about 2, that average 3,000 each. Add in about 5 1,000 member churches. That only comes to 29,000 people. If you add in all the other churches in Tulsa, you may come up with another 20,000 people or so if that, for a total of about 50,000. That’s just 10% of the population. Even if you throw in another 20,000 people, that’s only about 17% of the city.

I pastored in a small town of 4,000 people. There were 22 churches in our town. Our church, the Catholic, and the Methodist church were the 3 largest. Most of the other churches were under 50 people in membership, most hovering around 20. Adding them all up, we managed only about 600 people in church on Sundays. That’s just 15% of the population. It doesn’t matter what size the town, the pyramid structure has failed.

I don’t fault the men and women at the top of their structures, they are just doing church the way they’ve been taught, though it isn’t really the pattern the New Testament describes. Examining the statistics above shows quite clearly that the pyramid structure that began in 495AD has failed miserably.

This old, ungodly structure is the chief reason the church has become irrelevant to much of society. It keeps people from flowing the way the Lord designed them, relegating to organizations the duties of ‘true religion’, visiting the sick, the imprisoned, feeding the hungry, discipling of believers and such, instead of empowering individuals, as the Bible teaches us.

Please see part II of this teaching on the main articles page.

If you want to read part 2 and 3 of this amazing article, please go to the following link:

http://www.ifaithhome.org/teaching/articles/pyramid/pyramid_1.html

Something a bit more lighthearted than my usual rantings.  As I was preparing the Spanish lesson for my pupils this morning, I came across a beautiful song by Gloria Estefan which I had never heard before.  I hope you like it. It is called “Tu fotografia” (Your photograph).

I woke up this Sunday morning with a heart full of praise, praise for the God of Heaven and Earth, the Creator of this wonderful universe.  As I stepped outside into the garden, I was in awe once more at the beauty of His creation and the love lavished on us, His children.   How undeserving of all these treasures we really are.  We sing Holy, Holy is the Lord in church on a Sunday morning, and then we live the most unholy lives the rest of the week.  We think that just because we do not commit adultery, murder or theft, we are better than anybody else, and yet the sins that Jesus spoke most against during his ministry were hypocrisy, pride and impure lives that defile God’s Holy nature.  Can you hear the devil laughing yet?  The ones who are to set the standard of Christ-likeness in the world are really not that different to unbelievers.  The message their life conveys is actually more hollow and void of meaning than the message of those who claim God does not exist, for at least their lives are consistent with their lack of faith. Our Heavenly Father has set us examples of His perfection and splendour wherever we are, everywhere we look, and yet our lifestyles do not reflect the honour we should feel, as we have been invited to be partakers of His divine nature.

This Sunday morning, my heart is full of the praise and awe contained in the song below.  However, I did not go to church today and that is fine.  The God I worship does not dwell in the four walls a congregation gathers in on a Sunday morning, and He certainly does not preside over the agendas of self-appointed teachers and prophets. I do not want to be just another Christian who sings to the top of his/her voice the praises of our wonderful Lord and Redeemer once or twice a week, to then live in defeat, unforgiveness, selfishness, pride and anger the rest of the week.  I want the tables of my life to be turned upside down.  I long for my love for Jesus to inundate every hour of my time on this earth, my every breath.  I long for that perfect love that sustains me to translate into practical and tangible acts of love towards others.  I am no longer content or satisfied with reducing the awesomeness and mystery of my Heavenly Father to a couple of hours on a Sunday morning when there are witnesses, when people are looking.  There has to be, in my spirit I know that there is so much more to Christianity and to Christ’s legacy than merely sustaining and ensuring the self-preservation of a church, a ministry.  I want to be a light that shines for Jesus as do so many other Christians today, but sadly, we extinguish the fire of God in us the moment we choose to belong to a particular church or ministry and in our pride reduce our God-given witness to taking ownership and controlling those whose lives and direction God has entrusted us with; we simply forget the height from which we ourselves have fallen; we grab hold of Jesus’ precious gift and then we run with it, forgetting we have not learnt to walk yet, learnt to walk daily in His grace and not our power.

 Be blessed as you watch the video below and listen to this wonderful song.

 

Finally, here are some pictures I took in our garden this morning which are not the best photography but certainly capture what lies deep in my heart.

Do you see what He sees?

Do you see what He sees?

 

 

Are you multiplying or reducing His Love and Power

Are you multiplying or reducing His Love and Power?

 

 

Is the fire of His Spirit refining your character or is The Thief using you to point the flaws of your brother?

Is the fire of His Spirit refining your character or is The Thief using you to point out your brother's flaws?

 

 

Does His beauty magnify in your weakness?

Does His beauty magnify in your weakness?

 

 

Do you harbour equal feelings towards all of God's children, or deep down you treat some as better than others?

Do you harbour equal feelings towards all of God's children, or deep down you regard some as being better than others?

Wolves in Sheep's clothing, the biggest threat to the church

Wolves in Sheep's clothing, the biggest threat to the church

 

This morning I came across the following extract from a website called Christian-faith.com, which really struck a chord with what I feel is taking place in the church still today.  If you want to read the whole article, please go to this link: http://www.christian-faith.com/forjesus/church-politics

The Roots of Bad Church Politics

Bad church politics comes about when church leadership departs from either the leadership of the Holy Spirit or from the guidance of the Bible. These two are closely related. The Holy Spirit will urge us to meditate on the Scriptures and apply them, while the Scriptures urge us to be full of the Holy Spirit.

When the Holy Spirit is disobeyed or grieved and this is not repented of, an evil religious spirit gains entry. This religious spirit seeks to counterfeit the voice and authority of the Holy Spirit in the life of the leader. Even the partial influence of a religious spirit will have a negative effect on the development of the work of God. Religious spirits incline people to legalism, formalism and mechanical methodologies which don’t need the Holy Spirit. These evil religious spirits seek to obscure our vision of the meaning of the cross and of Christ.  Religious spirits operate deceptively, justifying selfish behavior on the part of leadership. Such spirits seek to lead people into greater bondage to a form of religion which denies the power of God and of godliness.

When the values taught by Christ of love and servanthood are effectively replaced by pride, ambition and a love of power then the church politics implemented will grieve the Holy Spirit. A leader should model love and servanthood and not simply preach it so that he might be loved and served.

The Control Spirit

Sadly, some church leaders have got to the point where they must rely on techniques of manipulation and domination in order to maintain their positions of influence and authority. Such leaders are insecure and are easily threatened by those whom they cannot control. These leaders may have in the past been raised up by God for a great work, but at some point they departed seriously from God’s will. To maintain their positions of power and influence, to preserve their “territory”, such leaders resort to all kinds of manipulative political tactics which hinder the purposes of God’s Kingdom and delay the outpouring of God’s Spirit upon their communities.

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The extract above  is not just clever talk, this is a reality the Body of Christ is facing and fighting today.  These are interesting times for us as Christians.  I don’t know about you, but I sense a new tide sweeping up the church and I am not talking about a tide of the Holy Spirit, but a tide of slander, manipulation, control, viper’s tongues, witch hunts and a deceitful spirit that seeks to kill, still and destroy what the Spirit of God is doing in the Body of Christ through the hearts of men and women that often keep a low profile in church circles, but who are advancing God’s purposes through prayer and humble servanthood.  They see the finishing line and as they protect themselves each day with the spiritual armour available to all, they are determined to listen to and only obey the voice of the Lord, even when this means having to remain still and unnoticed for lengthy periods of time as they wait for God to reveal to them the next instruction.

As I ponder on the evil that is rampant in and outside the church, but specially inside the church where much is at stake and where all the damage that is done will have eternal consequences, I see a picture of the crew of the Uruguayan airlines plane which crashed in the Andes in 1972, who were absolutely starving and freezing to death and were driven to preying on their own, to cannibalism.  Whilst I am not passing judgement on these men because I have to be honest and say, until you are in that situation, you do not know how you will cope, I see in that image a representation of what is taking place in our churches today. 

Nobody wants to invest more than the “necessary” time in prayer, nobody wants to discipline themselves to meditate and study the word of God on a regular basis, nobody wants to show the love of God to others in ways which are truly sacrificial, only so far as it is relatively convenient to do so and so long as it fits with our lifestyles, and at the same time, everybody wants to pass judgement, everybody assumes they know best, everybody says they act for the best interests of the church, but in reality all they want is to have utter and absolute control over what happens in a church, without the responsibility that such role conveys.  We all belong to the Body of Christ and therefore have a right to voice our opinions, but when the vacancies for being elected as an elder or member of a committee with power to make such decisions become available, we all run a mile because we do not want to put up with the dreary meetings, the confrontation, the criticism, the commitment.  So we end up with a church made up of puffed up individuals who do not operate under the anointing of the holy spirit, but who are driven by a spirit of control and manipulation; individuals who want to harvest the fruit that the rest have planted, and if that is denied to them they would rather destroy a whole crop than go empty handed.

How do I see this represented in the picture of the Uruguayan Airlines plane crew?  This people were driven by hunger and exhaustion to their most basic instincts of survival and this led them to eat each other, which under normal circumstances would have never happened.  They were desperate for food and that lack of food, of daily sustenance turned them against their own.  I see that many in the church do not go to Jesus when they are hungry or thirsty; they do not stop what they are doing to soak in the love of God which renews and infuses life with a new strength.  They want to remain on a spiritual high but are not prepared to undergo discipline, devotion, or to adopt the humility that those lifestyles require; they want the excitement and the ability to move in God’s power, without going to the only source that can provide them with such, and as a result, when they realise there is only one other way to sustain themselves and their egos, they turn against their own; they devour their own; they self-appoint themselves as the leader of the pack and they invest all their time recruiting members to go on their witch hunt.  At that point, their commendable initial zeal to move in God’s power and anointing, to follow God’s will, turns sour and gives itself away to the best bidder, to the one that will produce the quickest results, in the quickest amount of time but without the sacrifice, without the cross. 

I am using my post today to let off some steam, as I find myself yet again disturbed and appalled at the level of fleshly forces operating in the church today.  The worst thing is that those who operate under such spirit claim to do it in the name of the Lord, to further God’s kingdom, and what they are in fact doing is destroying the very people that truly are following God’s will for their lives, or at least trying to do so.  It is more therapeutic and certainly more Godly to write it all down here instead of launching a personal attack against the guilty culprits, because in doing so, I would only be playing into the hands of the Evil one just as they are, and perpetuating the destructive force that seeks to destroy the church. 

There is a very simple test that one can apply when trying to discern whether someone is operating under the Spirit of God or under the spirit of the Evil one?  Do they add something good into the Body of Christ?  Do they uplift, encourage, renew, nurture, love, forgive, and decrease so that others can increase?  Are they the kind of people that are willing to work behind the scenes, anonymous, unnoticed for as long as it takes or are they the ones who in order to overshadow the ones that God has anointed, are willing to act like Judas and hand these blessed ones to the lions?  When you are around these people, do you feel the love of God or the claws of the devil searching for its next prey?  Do you break into prayer with them or does your spirit feel driven more towards criticism, gossip and slander?  When you are in their company do you discuss new ways of bringing the love of God into the community or do you spend most of your time talking about ways to make your church bigger and better, specially bigger?  Are they building or destroying?  Are they loving the family of Christ, all of it or only those with whom they share the exact same vision of how to move the church forward, those who think like them?

When fellow Christians’ hearts are broken as a result of hurt coming from another Christian; when a family’s ministry comes under threat because of another’s attack, when a whole ministry in a church comes under serious threat because of the determination of a few to have things done in exactly the way they have envisaged, without the willingness to hear and respect the views of others, that is when you know that you have got a gigantic spiritual battle in your hands, and the church will only be victorious when its members get down on their needs daily to listen to the counsel of the Lord.  The way to know when the wolves dressed like sheep have come through the gates of a church is when the love and respect for each other’s ministry and value before God has been thrown out of the window.   No love, no authority.  No love, no favour.   When there is no love, you have to decide that it is not the Spirit of God who is leading the troops.  That is when you have to run in completely the opposite direction!

 

WATCH OUT FOR FALSE PROPHETS.  THEY COME TO YOU IN SHEEP’S CLOTHING, BUT INWARDLY THEY ARE FEROCIOUS WOLVES.  BY THEIR FRUIT YOU WILL RECOGNISE THEM. DO PEOPLE PICK GRAPES FROM THORNBUSHES, OR FIGS FROM THISTLES?  LIKEWISE EVERY GOOD TREE BEARS GOOD FRUIT, BUT A BAD TREE BEARS BAD FRUIT.  A GOOD TREE CANNOT BEAR BAD FRUIT, AND A BAD TREE CANNOT BEAR GOOD FRUIT.  EVERY TREE THAT DOES NOT BEAR GOOD FRUIT IS CUT DOWN AND THROWN INTO THE FIRE.  THUS, BY THEIR FRUIT YOU WILL RECOGNISE THEM.

MATTHEW 7, 15-20